Bleeding

How can you find a way..
out of such bleak despair
when pain blocks out the sense of happiness
and you are too weak to care.

 Your eyes reflects the anguish,
of inner tension, inmost fears.
The pain is throbbing  one again
yet, I cannot shed a tear.

I'm tempted to escape and run
this life that tethers me.
the pain stirs deep within
yet I strive to overcome.

Confining me to the agony
of a personal living hell.
Desperate during intervals
to control thyself again.

As I rock in silence,
hugging my heart's pain
mystic acceptance fill my senses..
with HIS words.."thy will be done".