We are often mislead by our impulsive burst of emotions not thinking twice nor thrice of the consequences of our actions. And the worst part is not being able to get out of the way without harming and hurting someone's feelings.
I consider myself the worst of it's kind, someone so undeserving of all the goodness of someone's heart. I am lost in words and thoughts on how to recuperate from my unguarded actions. I got so hooked to the happy feeling, the certainty of ideas that things will work out fine the way I pictured it to be. But days passed and I came into realization that in order for me to fully express my love for others i must "love and "respect" myself, my whole being first. That for now I owe myself some time to regain whatever was lost during my carefree days.
I am so ashamed of my actions, no words to express how bad I am.
I consider myself the worst of it's kind, someone so undeserving of all the goodness of someone's heart. I am lost in words and thoughts on how to recuperate from my unguarded actions. I got so hooked to the happy feeling, the certainty of ideas that things will work out fine the way I pictured it to be. But days passed and I came into realization that in order for me to fully express my love for others i must "love and "respect" myself, my whole being first. That for now I owe myself some time to regain whatever was lost during my carefree days.
I am so ashamed of my actions, no words to express how bad I am.
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