sorry

my heart is hurting, my eyes are red,
i cannot sleep, i cannot eat
until i tell you how sorry i am.
what i did wasn't right
i wish i could take it back
for this pain i can't bear anymore.
no words good enough to say
apologies is all i can convey.
please know that i am sincere

i know that i have hurt you
wish i could take it back
and do it all over again.
those words should not have been spoken
but i realize i was so wrong,
i hurt your feelings so badly.
lets make it right,
make it true.


i fear darkness clouding us both,
but maybe this darkness will show the light,
the path to where we truly belong.
i hate decisions,
but this i must face bravely..

when times were harsh,
and times were rough
i ran and hide.

if only i can rewind time even for just a few hours...

if only i wasn't too impulsive....

if only  i'm brave enough....

if only.....