waheed

I'm down to the last count then it's my favorite day of the year. Some says it's my final blow in the calendar, time is ticking fast and I must set my foot on something different by this time. Maybe they are right, but it still isn't sinking into my grey matter. As a matter of fact I'm still torn between truth and fallacies. The truth that I'm getting old and the fallacy that it's just mere numbers added to your age.

Last night I honestly sedated myself and drowned myself into a lot of medications...don't get me wrong ok. I'm no drug addict, it's just that since I started doing this countdown I am getting a lot of headache attacks, body malaise and a few other indescribable feelings. I would usually wake up in the middle of a very deep sleep ( will you call that deep) to unknown reasons. A friend here said maybe I'm just missing home that's why . Well, maybe she's right. But last night I really can' take it anymore.  I took a few pills which brought me to a state of euphoria and hallucination. Lol! I'm just kidding. Honestly I had the best sleep in the whole week last night. I felt that my whole body rested so well as i woke up this mid morning. 

I'm not actually a fan of gulping a lot of pills, probably because of my familiarity with the side effects and other causes of these drugs. But  last night was one excuse not to drink some cause I'm really feeling so frailed by these malaises.  Thank heavens medications did well and I'm feeling a lot better today. This could also be another reason for an early blogging today.

Lets get back to the number games I've been doing lately.  ONE,  yes we are down to one then its party time. Lol! How i wish I can party hard tomorrow but I can't for some reasons. Like partying in the desert where I don't have real friends beside me makes it  less of a party as I will say. Plus my fambam is not with me and of course the other half of my heart is continent miles from me at this moment.

Despite the mile differences I will not deprive myself from getting on the hype on the nineteenth. Anyways it's one of my most awaited time of the year, next to other important occasions. 

Philippine time it's only 4 hours and 35 minutes before my 31st  natal.

Desert time, it's only 9 hours and 35 minutes more.

I will follow Philippine time so in  4 hours and  35 minutes i'll be 31.

I'm blabbing nonsense right now, don't mind me. 

Goodbye 30, hello 31! 

The end is just the beginning of something new.