waheed thalateen

it's just the numbers

Do spare me of any violent reaction and for again after 5 years I am back to my same sentiments again. It all seems unfair why some  are showered with all that I'm wishing for and I who was so deeply wishing was not even showered a bit. I just content myself on the idea that in God's time I'll have what i am wanting. Will I still utter the same line 5 years ago? I think not. It is not resting nor gaining its equilibrium anymore. Ages ago it has return to its normal beat but still nothing ever changed. Am i getting too impatient? Common, who doesn't?  It's not the hurrying part, its the waiting that keeps me so impatient.            

A week before this November fever, my blood pressure is rising continuously for no exact reason. I had my Blood chemistry checked and everything was normal. I went into a fish diet for a week, drank a few prophylactic  medicines, lessen my sugar intake and used a few drops of virgin olive oil in my cooking, when for low salt meals and gobbled on huge quantities of veggies. While doing all these stuffs it brought me to the thinking that maybe this is the turning point of my gluttony(lol). Maybe this is the sign that I must think of having a lifestyle change to get what i have been wishing for  5 years ago. 

I am not yet fully grasping the essence of it, but all i know is if i don't do now, i might end up suffering more in the later stage of my journey. Right now it's not on the wish that keeps me going, its on the want to live a longer life to wait for that wish to get fulfilled.

a simple cake for a simple girl who wishes for simple things

WAHEED THALATEEN,  my gosh a couple more days for this.  I really don't know if I am excited or not. What perks am i going to get for this added number?  Please be good to me waheed thalateen, I am praying fervently that I may get what i'm wishing for.